Teringat

Salam.

Tetibe teringat kat member2 sekolah lame. Erm ntah la. Terase sedih pon ade. Masing2 dah klua daripada sekolah, makin menjadi2. dengan free hair segale. Nak tegur, sebab rase sedih sangat. Nape la kawan ak camni, tp rase bersyukur gak, kalau la ak stay same, adekah ak akan terikut sekali? Sedih tau..
Dulu waktu fes tgk member2 yg dah bertukar image ni,.. terlintas satu sentence ni. reka sendiri..

"I don't want to change so much that my dear friend can't recognize me anymore.."

actually i wanna say this to my friends, so that they all cam terase mybe? Hurm tak tau lah. Mybe sebab dulu sekolah kampung aje, tak terdedah lagi ngan style yg berlambak2 ni haa,, bile dah masuk u segale, jauh dari mak bapak.. haih abes sorang2...

Tapi apakan daya, tak mampu nak tegur.. Kenape? tak tauuuu. Maybe takot cara menegur tu membuat kan renggang nya persahabatan yg sedia tak rapat ni.. tapii.. i love them! i don't want them to be like that. can i say that? can u hear that? is my love does not enough ?

I guess world this time around memang mencabar. Tambah2 lagi remaja yang berdarah panas? (warm blooded? lol..) kte ni senang sangat terikut doesn't we?

I missed my friend in Igop. I think i was a better person back then? Ntah mullaaa. I don't want to change. But sometime what happened in the past too... mybe not a good memories? so you don't want to recall.. all of them. even though not all is bitter. sort of.

Bile dah masuk u.. susah. Macam la kat high school tak susah kan? so bile tengok2, belek2 balik memories kt high school baru sedar, banyak nye kurang ak ni kt u..
dulu,
mungkin sebab ustaz, kawan(?),
rajin bukan main lg haa, nak pekse stay up, qiam lg, bace surah almulk every night smpai dah nak hafal dah, ape lg, bce yassin.. sume la lengkap.. tambah2 bulan ramadhan kan, abes satu kitab khatam.. tp bile dah jauh, bile dah sorang2, bile dah takde sape nak arahkan itu ini.. ape jadi...
haih~

mengeluh aje tak cukup. as long as kte sedar ape salah kte, as long as we know, what we have to do, do it!
you do it do it, you do it do it well~.

haih rase cam every post mesi bercampur2. tulis waktu emosi tak stabil nak wat camne. haih not a good writer. :(

sebenanye tulis post ni lepas stalk member lame kt fesbuk, masyaAllah, sume makin cantik2 dah ha. tp tu, tak tau mane silapnye, rambut dah tak tutup dah. haih~ i love them,.. semoga Allah bg petunjuk. haih lemah nye ak ni kan? huhu..