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I've been sleeping with you for a while now..
but why i still can't understand you?
why is it i still can't remember what did you like?
why is it i still can't solve your every single problem?
I guess physical contact is just not enough.
I know i need to open you,
explore every single part of you..
Understand what is your reaction when something happen to you..
when you collide with something..
what is your strength, and weakness..

All these while,
I've been looking at you..
I know it won't work..
Looking around without actually put my heart into it will not working,
i knew..
I've been through it..
but,
what can i do..
every time i tried my best to understand you,..
i became bored of your dull personality..
of your monotone speech..
of your long unstoppable speech..
if only you can make everything more cheerful..
if only you can change your monotone to something that can make me glad..

haih what to do.
i knew it is not your fault but i keep blaming you on..
it's my fault..
forgive me..




luahan hati kepada buku teks orgo..
HAHA